Tuesday, October 02, 2001


AHHH!!! i gained 1/2 a pound!!! nooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! ok, yesterday i was a bit naughty... went to S's house last night and his mom cooked dinner... made macaroni and cheese... i couldn't let my portion go uneaten! and i couldn't let half the leftovers go uneaten! that's.... that's.... just... not right! oh......... i cheated already........... i'm so ashamed........ :(

i realize that gaining a half pound is not bad... normally... but i'm still way early on in this diet thing.... therefore i should only be LOSING... so, not only did i not LOSE any weight between yesterday morning and this morning... but i GAINED a whole half pound!! that's............. horrible!!!!!!! sigh..... :( makes me mad....... and i only have myself to blame..... don't you hate it when something really pisses you off... but you know that it's alllll your fault... and the only person you can be mad at and blame is yourself? that sucks... it sucks when you can't direct all your anger at someone/something other than you..... oh well....

i had slimfast for breakfast this morning... i've never tried the strawberries n' cream one... so, i got a whole 6 pack yesterday... and... it's awful... :( what a waste of 5 bucks... dern... but i also got milk chocolate, which i know i love... that's the one i used to always get... well, that's what i get for wanting to try something different... grr... but, i will not let it go to waste... i'll just hold my nose while i drink it down...

oo, it;s 53 degrees outside... too bad the high's gonna be 83 today... grr... it's october... sheesh... sometimes, i really do miss new jersey... at least THERE you get 4 seasons... and fall leaves.... leaves around here don't change color... they just die and fall off the trees... arg... at home (nj) we had the woods across the street from my house... and it got so pretty this time of the year... :( sigh... and going trick-or-treating with the piles of dead leaves on the sides of the roads... that people raked up... and taking a running leap into them... not thinking about what could be under them... sigh... :( i really miss home sometimes... oh well.......

ok, i'm gonna go... gonna think about getting a shower soon... you know, lately... i've been HATING the whole morning routine... getting a shower.. drying hair... doing hair.. all that crap... it's just so... time consuming... and repetitive.. you do it eeeeeeeeeeeeeevvveryday... sigh.................. :)

6:05 AM CT  :: 

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