Monday, October 22, 2001


well, i'm at S's house... it's midnight... i'm not tired... i read it bed for an hour, hoping that would help me get sleepy... but now... i'd keep reading, but i'm sorta tired of reading at the moment... so i decided to get back online... but there's nothing to do online... excpet blog... :) so here i am... i hope i'm not making too much noise typing... don't wanna wake anyone up... lisa's online, i'm sorta talking to her some... but she's working on the newspaper, so i don't wanna bug her too much... it's late and i'm sure she's already mighty frustrated about it... and therefore easily annoyed... so, i'm gonna be a good girl and not annoy her... :)

i've been reading the edge of reason... the bridget jones sequel, to those who don't know... but, of all the people that read this blog... i'd think that... well... all the people that read this blog know that it's the sequel... :) anyway, i'm about half way through it... i thank god that i've got a great relationship and don't have to worry about being single... :) the way bridget's single life is portrayed in the book... it sucks! i mean... "should i call him? should i not? when's he gonna call me? is he EVER gonna call me? if i call, will he still want me? should i wait and give him room? give him time?" ugh... sounds way too complicated... and stressful... :) i say, calll if you want... don't call if you don't want... :) sheesh... life's too short to play games... :) you know??

well, S had the brilliant idea to go look at PT Cruisers tonight on the way home from dinner... now... we both want one... badly... :) hehehe, i've always been either way about them... they're cool, but not as big as i think they ought to be... but... now... the prospect of getting one... tooooo exciting... :) he's gonna see about getting one... no definates yet... see about trading in his mustang... see, it's a money issue at this point... you know? but, like i said, the excitement of getting a brand new, and rather cool car, is like... really tempting... :) and the thing is, I'D be the one driving it! he'd take my car back and forth to work... the cruiser would, basically, be my car... sigh... i want! i want!

well, tomorrow i'm gonna skip my geography class (not that i need to) and go to the library and look at an academic journal to write my paper on... then scurry home... write the paper... and hand it in at class... i hope it doesn't prove to be too difficult of a thing to do... sigh... i don't even know how long this paper is expected to be... he never goes into great detail about our assignments...

S and i decided that for thanksgiving, instead of driving up to roanoke the wednesday before--and then to maryland thursday, and back to roanoke friday, then back home saturday--we'll dive up to roanoke on the saturday before thanksgiving... we'll have a much more relaxing mini-vacation that way... not driving every day... so, i'll have to take 2 days off of school... which means NO MORE SKIPPING CLASSES! sigh, that'll be tough for me... :) i really am SO bad about not going... it's awful... i hate it... yet i keep doing it... grades are gonna suck this semester, i know it... and i only have my damn self to blame... parents... gonna kill me... S... gonna kill me... and only bethy to make me feel better... :( lisa's too good of a student to sympathize... :) i should be more like lisa... yes... that is my "rest of the year's resolution"... be more like lisa when it comes to being a student... :) yeah... like that'll happen!

wow, this late at night, nothing else to do, don't wanna sleep, blog-time is GREAT! i'm doing a lot of "rambling"! but is it interesting rambling? noooo! but, that's not the point... to be interesting, i mean... you know? it's just an outlet... to talk about whatever...

ok, interesting bit of hypochondria (sp?)... when i was about... 11 or 12... i used to get these really weird sores on the tips of my fingers... it would make the tips turn red, and look kinda prunish, like i'd been in the water way too long... and they were really sore... and if i had one on one finger, i'd most likely have another at least on one other finger... and i'd get them off an on... sometimes weeks would go by and id have no sores, then i'd get them on a few fingers for about a week, and then they'd go away... and then... i didn't get those weird sores for YEARS... they just went away... and NOW... about a month ago, i started getting them again... and they haven't really gone away since i started getting them... it's so odd... what are they? what's wrong with me?? logic tells me to look back at when i got those sores the 1st time... i was living in washington (maybe i got them when i was living in california and new jersey, but don't remember, only definately remember washington)... am i not eating right? am i in a depressed state like i was in washington? what? i don't know! i'll have to ask my mom... she didn't know what they were when i was 11... but... i don't know... maybe she'll have some insight... but, erg, they hurt!

i've successfully wasted 18 minutes... that's IT??? sigh...

lisa went to bed... so... no more thoughts about annoying her... :) most everyone on my buddy list has put up away messages saying they're sleeping... the only people that are still awake are people that i don't ever want to talk to, i've only got them on my buddy list because i like spying on them... :) actually... MOST people on my buddy list are there only because i spy on them, i never talk to them... seriously... i only talk to about... hmm... 3 MAYBE 5 people on my buddy list on a regular basis (my sister being one of the 3... does she count???)... and i've got 25 people total listed... and... i think... from what i can gather about other people's buddy lists... 25 people isn't a lot... oh well...

22 minutes... what else can i do to waste time? i'm running out of things to say in blog...

am i alone in this....? or does typing on a keyboard make your hands feel dirty? even if the keyboard isn't overly dirty? maybe it just dries my hands out... and makes them feel... dirty... i don't know... :)

24 minutes...

ok... i'm gonna go..... i guess... maybe read some more... i really should just go to sleep... gotta wake up at 6 and drive home, shower... and then go to the library... and i don't want to drive 30 minutes on the interstate sleepy.. that's dangerous... :) i don't like driving as it is... fully awake... so... yeah... gonna try to sleep, i guess....

goodnight all... thanks for getting this far and reading my boring ol' blog... that means YOU beth... since yer the only one that really reads this... :) (and lisa every once in a while... :) )

10:27 PM CT  :: 

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